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2 years on, no expiration date on grief


jaletta albright desmond bugIt’s been two years since my daughter died by her own hand but grief obviously doesn’t have an expiration date. Mourning lives on long, long after the person has died.

I’m not looking for public sympathy — I’ve had more than enough of that generously and lovingly poured down on me. But I’m trying to perform a public service, for any and all of us learning to live with the death of a loved one. Read the full story

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To Jocelyn, a year after you left us: How we miss you


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Jocelyn Desmond

Jocelyn Desmond (Jan. 27, 1995-March 15, 2012)

Dearest Jocelyn,

A lot of people are missing you and thinking of you as we come today to the anniversary of your passing. You were not a shrinking wallflower, so your absence is a huge presence.

People talk about missing your laugh, your ever-present singing (and we do mean ever-present), and your smile. That smile … most of all, we miss that because it shined like the sun. The dark moods admittedly cast dark clouds that blocked that sun, so we really appreciated that smile when it was shining and we miss it. Read the full story

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So much to learn from Jocelyn, who would have been 18


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Jocelyn Desmond

Jocelyn Desmond

Jocelyn never expressed an interest in being a teacher, but she taught many people lessons they say they’ll never forget.

My daughter would have turned 18 on Jan. 27. I want to share with you the lessons and gifts that others felt she gave in life and in death. But, first, I want to share something I posted a while ago on her Facebook page, a place where many of us gather to remember her:

“It is evident when I read this page how much you are missed, Joc. How terribly big and gaping is the hole left in so many lives. I pray that these words of affection and longing to have you here read as a cautionary tale to anyone feeling alone and desperate enough to do what you did, Jocelyn. NOTHING is solved with suicide. It only spreads the pain around to everyone else. So, I hope no one touched by the love expressed here, and feeling alone in their own lives, romanticizes this or glamorizes it … because, we can all tell you, this grief isn’t pretty or glamorous. And anyone who feels alone should know that she sometimes felt that way, too. But she was wrong. She was only alone in her own mind. Because we all held her in our hearts. Always.”

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As suicides rise, community must get beyond shame


jaletta albright desmond bugWithin hours of my daughter’s death, the first mother carrying a secret fear appeared on my doorstep. She was crying, emotionally shredded, having heard the news of Jocelyn’s suicide just minutes before.

“I’ve come home probably 10 times, yelling my son’s name when he didn’t answer, and fearing this,” she confided. “This is a lot more common than people think.”

A few weeks later, same story but a different family. A friend told me she came home, worried about her son who was being bullied at school. Her unanswered calls for him turned into desperate screams and tears before she realized he was fine. Read the full story

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Dear school Jocks, Nerds, Loners, Stoners, Emos, Preps


jaletta desmond 'life happens'Dear Jocks, Nerds, Loners, Stoners, Rednecks, Preps, Emos, Skaters, and everyone else at school:

It sucks to be labeled. Even when that label is a supposed “good label,” such as “Popular.” It reduces you to one word when you are so much more. It is limiting. It suggests you are a “one-trick pony,” which is an old way of saying you got nothin’ else to offer but the fact that you were voted Prom Queen or made a touchdown. Read the full story

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Grief, recovery and lessons after a child’s suicide


jaletta desmond 'life happens'I don’t know how you get out of bed every day. Countless people have said that to me in so many words.

I don’t know how I do it—how my husband and daughter do it— either. We just do. I realized in the first few days after my oldest daughter died that I was still breathing, still waking up, still putting one foot in front of the other. So I just kept doing it. Read the full story

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In the news: Church event raises awareness of bullying


About 70 people came to Davidson United Methodist Church Thursday night for a program on “Shedding Light on Bullying and Suicide Prevention.” The program was held in memory of Davidson resident and Hough High School student Jocelyn Desmond, who took her life this spring. WSOC-TV’s Natalie Pasquarella was there to cover the event, where parents, teachers and students gathered to learn Read the full story

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Remembering Jocelyn Albright Desmond


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Jocelyn Albright Desmond

The recent death of Davidson resident and W.A. Hough High School student Jocelyn Albright Desmond has given many of us cause to reflect – about teenage life, cyber bullying and suicide. Her loss is still a painful wound for both family and friends. Today her parents, Alan and Jaletta Desmond, are sharing their thoughts and feelings in a pair of letters published below.

Jocelyn, 17, died March 15. She was a Hough High junior, active in her church and at school, where she loved track and singing. But there were things the Desmonds did not know about their daughter until after her death. They reflected on both her life and death in letters read by friends at a March 17 funeral service, within a few days of her passing. Read the full story

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